Sunday, December 26, 2010
It comes to a point where i hate myself from head to toe, inside out. I hate that I'm freaking fat and I'm freaking lazy. I hate that I'm always giving second chances to people who didn't deserve. I hate that I like to eat food so freaking much that I'm fat. I hate that my family keeps laughing at me for my fatness. I hate that I still believe that my best friend is busy. I hate that I still have so many questions yet I cant I hate that I am no more confident I hate that I am getting clumsier. I hate that I cant motivate myself. What is there to like me? There is nothing. I'm fat, ugly, unmotivated, clumsy, depressed, stupid and a fool. Sunday, December 5, 2010
i hate myself. i'm having doubts. i hate myself. maybe you should kill me. that'll end my misery. my life sucks. nothing is working. things are just making me feel worst. i hate myself. maybe i should kill myself and straight to hell. |
