Finally I'm officially 21.
Thanks to those who wished me either via sms, msn, facebook or tagged or face-to-face, thank you very much.
Although, I'm very much thankful for having friends and family around me to wish me. Its still hurting that some people just dont bother at all. Some friends I had uh. I'm not going to say your names out. Its pointless, shall keep it here. I dont care if you are just my friend. But having regard you as one of my closes, is something. And its not 20, its 21. A special year in your life, and your close friends are not there to even wished you. No matter how busy you are, please have the initiative to just give a simple msg.
Please, if you really missed your friends, show it. DONT EXPECT YOUR FRIENDS TO PLAN A MEET UP, HAVE THE INITIATIVE TO START IT. BECAUSE WHEN WE START A PLAN, YOU TURNED US DOWN. ITS FREAKING IRRITATING. AND PLEASE, THROW AWAY YOUR HANDPHONE IF YOU CANT EVEN HAVE THE TIME TO EVEN MSG. LIKE I SAY, SAYING YOU ARE BUSY WITH WORK IS PATHETIC. YOU JUST DOESNT KNOW HOW TO MANAGE YOUR TIME WELL.

This year, is really a challenging year. There's UPS and DOWNS. I met new people, in which I dont think some of them are important to list down their names, although I learned a lot from there. I learned that never to trust or even believe every word they've said, until they've proven that they are trustworthy. As, my heart is the most vulnerable, I've learned to shield my heart and it will breaks until I've met the right one. Although some of them are just pain in the neck, there are however, few who turned out to be my Stranger, where I shared almost and everything with him, my Seol Garden friend, who respect me, take me to Seol Garden on the first date and gonna bring me Reverse Bungee next two weeks. They are worth mentioning. My Stranger, a Malaysian guy. Although we are strangers. Although I know the risks. But somehow I can talk to him like as if he was my brother. I can talk to him almost anything and we shared almost everything. The laughter, the joy and the pain. He was there for me. Thank You. If a stranger can be there, why cant you?.

Then, schools season is over. I graduated on the 8th of April 2009. My family was there to witness. My poly mates were there to celebrate our graduation. Missing school is a major event where I have to deal with. Its hard, when for almost 16 years of schooling (minus infant age, baby age), you suddenly have to face work force. However, again, these people are worth mentioning. I was posted as ICT Trainer at CHIJ ST Theresa's Convent. There, I met one of the best and coolest colleagues I ever knew. Fauzi, my boss or adviser, is so cool, nice, helpful and funny and can be naggy at times, but its my mistake after all. Radiah, the cool, bubbly, ever friendly, ever smiling, though sometimes she is too busy. Dill, with the interesting stories that you cant imagine and the coolest teacher to be with. Ohkay, I realised that every sentences have the word cool in it. No words can describe you, guys. Thank you for being there for me, listening to my whining, my endless heartbreak stories, advising me to be careful though sometimes, i didn't listen. Thank you for the birthday songs early in the morning! I mean, who have the coolest colleagues like I have? ohkay fauzi, if there's grammar mistake or spelling mistake dont laugh! =) But thank you!

Thanks to my EIKA, LINDA and YUL for taking your time to meet up!. The sheisha session was definately good and hope I can meet you all again!...Camwhoring again!

Thanks to my lovely and beautiful cousin, Farah. For sharing, giving your time and endless of Mcds whenever we meet! =) You are always there to motivate me!. To just fill my life with laughter!. I cant wait to meet you tmr! =) Although you are a year younger than me, somehow, we can share our experience like nobody business!. May you thrive in the future babe! =)

Thanks to Khad! For knowing what's going on in my life!. For travelling with me to KL!. For putting up my nonsense in the hotel!. For the random idea of going to watch 500 days of summer and going to sentosa, for a night at the beach. =)

Thanks to Uni and Faisal, for putting up my nonsense and madness whenever we meet. I still have your presents though!. I know you have my present(S)!! =)...sorry if i always pick up a fight!. But we should do more often faisal. Uni, take care of your health aite! Love the two of you!

Finally, thanks to my family for being there for me. You are the backbone of my survival!.

To those whom I havent mentioned, like my webloggers Exco, i'm waiting for the next outing!!!...May, Maz, Yatie, Angah, Shurin, Haira and so on...thank you very much! I tired already liaoooo...

- Hugs and Kisses
Wardha =)

take my heart and just crushed it
so, tell me how am i supposed to be happy?
its only a day, less than 24 hours, and yet i'm still am not happy
seems that tomorrow just make my life miserable
not only i'm unhappy, i'm crushed and irritated
why?

Its been a month now.
But the memories of me and khad going to KL are still fresh in my mind.
So, we were supposed to go in fours, but apparently, my friends could not make it.
Ended up, the two of us.

Booked Aeroliner bus to and fro at 98 bucks.
Booked Nova Hotel at Jalan Alor, Bukit Bintang for 2 nights at almost 400 RM.
We are ready to hit the road!

Saturday, 21/11/09, was the day we hit the road. With backpack full with clothes, map in hand, handphone 100% charged, camera with battery and video camera 100% charged, Khad's family fetch me at 7am and drop us at Harbourfront, where our bus is waiting for us.

By 8am, we were already on the bus, getting excited about the road trip. Camwhoring here and there!. The bus was a double-decked luxury bus. The seats are comfy, there's TV, there's a waiter, there's a mineral water bottle and a small pillow.

It was jam when we reached Tuas checkpoint and Malaysia Checkpoint. Mainly because it was the first week of school holidays. We cleared the checkpoint around 11pm. With the bus speed, we feel like as if we will reached KL at night. Thus, calling the hotel, to inform them about our late check in. On the way, we were served breakfast, disgusting actually and watched Madagascar and X-men. They even provide us with headphones!. Then, we were served hot drinks.




Around 3pm, we reached our destination. It stops at Corus Hotel, near KLCC. With our map in hand, we walked towards the KLCC Putra station to take us to Bukit Bintang Monorail station. But before that, we eat at Subway, since Malaysia's Subway is Halal.

Bought the tickets to Dang Wangi Putra station to change to Bukit Nenas Monorail station. It was packed with people! To make it worst, our backpacks makes us squeezed like sardines. At Dang Wangi, we had to walk 10 mins to Bukit Nenas Monorail station. There are a lot of different train transportation in Malaysia and worst they are not connected! From Bukit Nenas Monorail station, we went to Bukit Bintang Monorail station. There, we were trying to figure out a way to our hotel. We were of coz lost as we were confused with the directions!. First, we went to the opposite direction of where we were supposed to head to, then, went we get it right, we were stuck in a shopping center, Sungai Wang, as we thought we could take a shortcut route.

Finally around 4pm, we managed to find our hotel, which is at Jalan Alor, near Chinese Food Place. My dad told me it was all Malay Food Place, but it wasnt. Went to check in, got our keys to the hotel and immediately put our bags down and went out again to explore the Times Square. Check out the indoor theme park. Do medi and pedi which is cheap. Walk around and finally, exhausted at 9.30pm, we went and chill at Starbucks! Almost 11pm, we walked back to our Hotel. We planned about our next day event. There were so many places to go and in the end at around 12 midnight, we finally went to sleep.



Sunfay, 22.11.09. Woke up early to get ready and have a breakfast in the hotel. We were off, walking towards Imbi Monorail Station around 9am! At first, we thought of walking to Petaling Street, but since it was too early, we abandoned the thought and went to KL Sentral.




At KL Sentral, we walked and shop for a while, until we get fed-up. As, the cashier, give us a one-kind of a face when Khad accidentally give her 2 50 rm notes, as she thought it was 1 rm. I mean, its so not our fault, you can say politely what, without giving us that fucked up face!

We proceed to Pasar Seni, Putra Line. There, we were finding our way to Petaling Street. Asking people for directions. Finally we made it. Petaling Street, is similar to Bugis Village. Just that it sells more on designer bags, which I rather get it at their Boutique itself. So, far, I didnt buy anything there. Nothing interesting and cheap to buy.


We make our way to Masjid Jamek, where there are little shops. We were lost again, while finding for the place. We can actually take train, but since we thought it was nearer, why not we walk and explore. Its much better compared to Petaling Street. Quite a lot of stuffs we bought. Finally, we found one cute guy, charming us into buying his slippers. WE LOIKEEE!!...ahhhaaa. They also sell MACs make-up.





Then, we make our way to SOGO. Nothing much to buy too. Had our late lunch at Nandos. Similar to Singapore Barcelos at Vivo. But I prefer Singapore Barcelos. Then, head over to KLCC. Again, there we shop till we finally drop!. Chill at the park, and decided to head back, to grab our late dinner at Subway and head back to the hotel. Not sure, what time we head back, but it was scary as we had to walk from Dang Wangi station to Bukit Nenas Station to change trains. But, I think it was one of the best and tiring day.







Monday, 23.11.09. If only the day is so long, if only there's enough time, I think we will be one happy kid! We hurry for our breakfast, and immediately go out to explore at Bukit Bintang. However, most of the shops are close. We walked towards Pavilion, to check out the place. IT WAS HUGE and almost the same as Singapore's Paragon. While waiting for all the shops to open, again, we sit at Starbucks and enjoy their drinks.





Although Pavilion are similar to Singapore, somebody bought something, using NETS!... =) the toilet that we went to are BIG, COMFORTABLE, GLAM and NICE. With two antique chairs, small wardrobe and a mirror. Just love the place very much! We were in rush, as we had to check out by 1, to avoid paying extra.





Of course, that didnt stop us from shopping!. We head over to Lot 10, where we bought quite a lot of stuff there. Lot 10, is better compared to Sungai Wang. At around 12 noon, we decided to go back to our hotel to check out. We camwhore inside our hotel.



Of course, there's always a late shopping madness. Shop at KLCC and buy our lunch at Subway. That was the last time we ate Subway. By the time we were at Subway, it was already 4pm. We rushed towards Corus Hotel, where our buses are waiting for us. Well, of course, we hate to leave. But we had no choice.


Overall, I can conclude that these was the best trip that ever happen in my life and will be and always be in my life. Thanks Khad for making it the best! =)

Today, marks the new year for all the Muslim in the world.
Selamat menyambut Awal Muharram 1431H.
Lets all pray to Allah, that the year ahead of us will be better.
As for me, I pray to you, Allah to heal my heart and to seal the wrong path.
Lead me to your path. So, I shall die in peace. Bringing both good and joy here and then. Ya, Allah, forgive me for all my wrongdoings.

Its time for me to change. Change into a better me. So, at least I know I have a place in heaven. So, at least I have both good and joy here and then.

They just make me create a generalization of "All Boys Are The Same". I'm sorry. I guess I had enough with boys. My heart is sealed. Now, I dont really mind dying single. Rather than dying in relationship, as there will be a lot of sins you will carry.

I had enough of myself. Being angry, being pissed, falling for the wrong ones and doing things which I wasn't supposed to. This month, is supposed to be a good month. But, it didn't.

It will stop here and end here.

i'm such a mess...
first of all i dont even know what i was thinking
second of all, i'm forgetting things
first was my wallet, then my bus card
next?
thirdly, i was late for my dentist appointment and i was told to make another appointment another day upon reaching there

its really been a hectic month for me,
my used to be a favourite month.

my personal life is a mess
my working life is a mess
i dont know what else is coming up
dont know whether i can handle it anymore

and i'm pissed at myself.

lucky i'm meeting khad
at least i know she can take my mind of this!

if only i'm a Edward Cullen's vampire girl

Ku katakan dengan indah
Dengan terbuka
Hatiku hampa
Sepertinya luka
Menghampirinya

Kau beri rasa
Yang berbeda
Mungkin ku salah
Mengartikannya
Yang ku rasa cinta

Bridge
Tetapi hatiku
Selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu
Selalu meninggikanmu

Chorus
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku
Kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Tuk melihatmu

Repeat bridge

Kau buatku terjatuh
Dan tejatuh lagi
Membuatku merasakan yang tlah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri

Repeat chorus

this is what i'm feeling again and again

your words are not sweet, they are deceiving
your actions are charming, yet its confusing
and i'm a fool in letting myself believing
when i can foresee what will happen

i have no idea why
i've been thru this before
some of the words you say
they are not sweet
but they are deceiving
believe me or not
i've heard it a lot of times
but because i want to give us a chance
but i immediately regret
because you just remind me exactly like the rest of them.
although you are untouched.

and i'm sorry
i'm letting you all go
coz i dont want to associate myself with these people
i shall wait for the right time
i shall wait for the right person
for now
i'm mentally and physically exhausted with dating.

i shall stop once again, till i regain my own self back.

remorse is all i feel

Finally I'm officially 21.
Thanks to those who wished me either via sms, msn, facebook or tagged or face-to-face, thank you very much.
Although, I'm very much thankful for having friends and family around me to wish me. Its still hurting that some people just dont bother at all. Some friends I had uh. I'm not going to say your names out. Its pointless, shall keep it here. I dont care if you are just my friend. But having regard you as one of my closes, is something. And its not 20, its 21. A special year in your life, and your close friends are not there to even wished you. No matter how busy you are, please have the initiative to just give a simple msg.
Please, if you really missed your friends, show it. DONT EXPECT YOUR FRIENDS TO PLAN A MEET UP, HAVE THE INITIATIVE TO START IT. BECAUSE WHEN WE START A PLAN, YOU TURNED US DOWN. ITS FREAKING IRRITATING. AND PLEASE, THROW AWAY YOUR HANDPHONE IF YOU CANT EVEN HAVE THE TIME TO EVEN MSG. LIKE I SAY, SAYING YOU ARE BUSY WITH WORK IS PATHETIC. YOU JUST DOESNT KNOW HOW TO MANAGE YOUR TIME WELL.

This year, is really a challenging year. There's UPS and DOWNS. I met new people, in which I dont think some of them are important to list down their names, although I learned a lot from there. I learned that never to trust or even believe every word they've said, until they've proven that they are trustworthy. As, my heart is the most vulnerable, I've learned to shield my heart and it will breaks until I've met the right one. Although some of them are just pain in the neck, there are however, few who turned out to be my Stranger, where I shared almost and everything with him, my Seol Garden friend, who respect me, take me to Seol Garden on the first date and gonna bring me Reverse Bungee next two weeks. They are worth mentioning. My Stranger, a Malaysian guy. Although we are strangers. Although I know the risks. But somehow I can talk to him like as if he was my brother. I can talk to him almost anything and we shared almost everything. The laughter, the joy and the pain. He was there for me. Thank You. If a stranger can be there, why cant you?.

Then, schools season is over. I graduated on the 8th of April 2009. My family was there to witness. My poly mates were there to celebrate our graduation. Missing school is a major event where I have to deal with. Its hard, when for almost 16 years of schooling (minus infant age, baby age), you suddenly have to face work force. However, again, these people are worth mentioning. I was posted as ICT Trainer at CHIJ ST Theresa's Convent. There, I met one of the best and coolest colleagues I ever knew. Fauzi, my boss or adviser, is so cool, nice, helpful and funny and can be naggy at times, but its my mistake after all. Radiah, the cool, bubbly, ever friendly, ever smiling, though sometimes she is too busy. Dill, with the interesting stories that you cant imagine and the coolest teacher to be with. Ohkay, I realised that every sentences have the word cool in it. No words can describe you, guys. Thank you for being there for me, listening to my whining, my endless heartbreak stories, advising me to be careful though sometimes, i didn't listen. Thank you for the birthday songs early in the morning! I mean, who have the coolest colleagues like I have? ohkay fauzi, if there's grammar mistake or spelling mistake dont laugh! =) But thank you!

Thanks to my EIKA, LINDA and YUL for taking your time to meet up!. The sheisha session was definately good and hope I can meet you all again!...Camwhoring again!

Thanks to my lovely and beautiful cousin, Farah. For sharing, giving your time and endless of Mcds whenever we meet! =) You are always there to motivate me!. To just fill my life with laughter!. I cant wait to meet you tmr! =) Although you are a year younger than me, somehow, we can share our experience like nobody business!. May you thrive in the future babe! =)

Thanks to Khad! For knowing what's going on in my life!. For travelling with me to KL!. For putting up my nonsense in the hotel!. For the random idea of going to watch 500 days of summer and going to sentosa, for a night at the beach. =)

Thanks to Uni and Faisal, for putting up my nonsense and madness whenever we meet. I still have your presents though!. I know you have my present(S)!! =)...sorry if i always pick up a fight!. But we should do more often faisal. Uni, take care of your health aite! Love the two of you!

Finally, thanks to my family for being there for me. You are the backbone of my survival!.

To those whom I havent mentioned, like my webloggers Exco, i'm waiting for the next outing!!!...May, Maz, Yatie, Angah, Shurin, Haira and so on...thank you very much! I tired already liaoooo...

- Hugs and Kisses
Wardha =)

take my heart and just crushed it
so, tell me how am i supposed to be happy?
its only a day, less than 24 hours, and yet i'm still am not happy
seems that tomorrow just make my life miserable
not only i'm unhappy, i'm crushed and irritated
why?

Its been a month now.
But the memories of me and khad going to KL are still fresh in my mind.
So, we were supposed to go in fours, but apparently, my friends could not make it.
Ended up, the two of us.

Booked Aeroliner bus to and fro at 98 bucks.
Booked Nova Hotel at Jalan Alor, Bukit Bintang for 2 nights at almost 400 RM.
We are ready to hit the road!

Saturday, 21/11/09, was the day we hit the road. With backpack full with clothes, map in hand, handphone 100% charged, camera with battery and video camera 100% charged, Khad's family fetch me at 7am and drop us at Harbourfront, where our bus is waiting for us.

By 8am, we were already on the bus, getting excited about the road trip. Camwhoring here and there!. The bus was a double-decked luxury bus. The seats are comfy, there's TV, there's a waiter, there's a mineral water bottle and a small pillow.

It was jam when we reached Tuas checkpoint and Malaysia Checkpoint. Mainly because it was the first week of school holidays. We cleared the checkpoint around 11pm. With the bus speed, we feel like as if we will reached KL at night. Thus, calling the hotel, to inform them about our late check in. On the way, we were served breakfast, disgusting actually and watched Madagascar and X-men. They even provide us with headphones!. Then, we were served hot drinks.




Around 3pm, we reached our destination. It stops at Corus Hotel, near KLCC. With our map in hand, we walked towards the KLCC Putra station to take us to Bukit Bintang Monorail station. But before that, we eat at Subway, since Malaysia's Subway is Halal.

Bought the tickets to Dang Wangi Putra station to change to Bukit Nenas Monorail station. It was packed with people! To make it worst, our backpacks makes us squeezed like sardines. At Dang Wangi, we had to walk 10 mins to Bukit Nenas Monorail station. There are a lot of different train transportation in Malaysia and worst they are not connected! From Bukit Nenas Monorail station, we went to Bukit Bintang Monorail station. There, we were trying to figure out a way to our hotel. We were of coz lost as we were confused with the directions!. First, we went to the opposite direction of where we were supposed to head to, then, went we get it right, we were stuck in a shopping center, Sungai Wang, as we thought we could take a shortcut route.

Finally around 4pm, we managed to find our hotel, which is at Jalan Alor, near Chinese Food Place. My dad told me it was all Malay Food Place, but it wasnt. Went to check in, got our keys to the hotel and immediately put our bags down and went out again to explore the Times Square. Check out the indoor theme park. Do medi and pedi which is cheap. Walk around and finally, exhausted at 9.30pm, we went and chill at Starbucks! Almost 11pm, we walked back to our Hotel. We planned about our next day event. There were so many places to go and in the end at around 12 midnight, we finally went to sleep.



Sunfay, 22.11.09. Woke up early to get ready and have a breakfast in the hotel. We were off, walking towards Imbi Monorail Station around 9am! At first, we thought of walking to Petaling Street, but since it was too early, we abandoned the thought and went to KL Sentral.




At KL Sentral, we walked and shop for a while, until we get fed-up. As, the cashier, give us a one-kind of a face when Khad accidentally give her 2 50 rm notes, as she thought it was 1 rm. I mean, its so not our fault, you can say politely what, without giving us that fucked up face!

We proceed to Pasar Seni, Putra Line. There, we were finding our way to Petaling Street. Asking people for directions. Finally we made it. Petaling Street, is similar to Bugis Village. Just that it sells more on designer bags, which I rather get it at their Boutique itself. So, far, I didnt buy anything there. Nothing interesting and cheap to buy.


We make our way to Masjid Jamek, where there are little shops. We were lost again, while finding for the place. We can actually take train, but since we thought it was nearer, why not we walk and explore. Its much better compared to Petaling Street. Quite a lot of stuffs we bought. Finally, we found one cute guy, charming us into buying his slippers. WE LOIKEEE!!...ahhhaaa. They also sell MACs make-up.





Then, we make our way to SOGO. Nothing much to buy too. Had our late lunch at Nandos. Similar to Singapore Barcelos at Vivo. But I prefer Singapore Barcelos. Then, head over to KLCC. Again, there we shop till we finally drop!. Chill at the park, and decided to head back, to grab our late dinner at Subway and head back to the hotel. Not sure, what time we head back, but it was scary as we had to walk from Dang Wangi station to Bukit Nenas Station to change trains. But, I think it was one of the best and tiring day.







Monday, 23.11.09. If only the day is so long, if only there's enough time, I think we will be one happy kid! We hurry for our breakfast, and immediately go out to explore at Bukit Bintang. However, most of the shops are close. We walked towards Pavilion, to check out the place. IT WAS HUGE and almost the same as Singapore's Paragon. While waiting for all the shops to open, again, we sit at Starbucks and enjoy their drinks.





Although Pavilion are similar to Singapore, somebody bought something, using NETS!... =) the toilet that we went to are BIG, COMFORTABLE, GLAM and NICE. With two antique chairs, small wardrobe and a mirror. Just love the place very much! We were in rush, as we had to check out by 1, to avoid paying extra.





Of course, that didnt stop us from shopping!. We head over to Lot 10, where we bought quite a lot of stuff there. Lot 10, is better compared to Sungai Wang. At around 12 noon, we decided to go back to our hotel to check out. We camwhore inside our hotel.



Of course, there's always a late shopping madness. Shop at KLCC and buy our lunch at Subway. That was the last time we ate Subway. By the time we were at Subway, it was already 4pm. We rushed towards Corus Hotel, where our buses are waiting for us. Well, of course, we hate to leave. But we had no choice.


Overall, I can conclude that these was the best trip that ever happen in my life and will be and always be in my life. Thanks Khad for making it the best! =)

Today, marks the new year for all the Muslim in the world.
Selamat menyambut Awal Muharram 1431H.
Lets all pray to Allah, that the year ahead of us will be better.
As for me, I pray to you, Allah to heal my heart and to seal the wrong path.
Lead me to your path. So, I shall die in peace. Bringing both good and joy here and then. Ya, Allah, forgive me for all my wrongdoings.

Its time for me to change. Change into a better me. So, at least I know I have a place in heaven. So, at least I have both good and joy here and then.

They just make me create a generalization of "All Boys Are The Same". I'm sorry. I guess I had enough with boys. My heart is sealed. Now, I dont really mind dying single. Rather than dying in relationship, as there will be a lot of sins you will carry.

I had enough of myself. Being angry, being pissed, falling for the wrong ones and doing things which I wasn't supposed to. This month, is supposed to be a good month. But, it didn't.

It will stop here and end here.

i'm such a mess...
first of all i dont even know what i was thinking
second of all, i'm forgetting things
first was my wallet, then my bus card
next?
thirdly, i was late for my dentist appointment and i was told to make another appointment another day upon reaching there

its really been a hectic month for me,
my used to be a favourite month.

my personal life is a mess
my working life is a mess
i dont know what else is coming up
dont know whether i can handle it anymore

and i'm pissed at myself.

lucky i'm meeting khad
at least i know she can take my mind of this!

if only i'm a Edward Cullen's vampire girl

Ku katakan dengan indah
Dengan terbuka
Hatiku hampa
Sepertinya luka
Menghampirinya

Kau beri rasa
Yang berbeda
Mungkin ku salah
Mengartikannya
Yang ku rasa cinta

Bridge
Tetapi hatiku
Selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu
Selalu meninggikanmu

Chorus
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku
Kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Tuk melihatmu

Repeat bridge

Kau buatku terjatuh
Dan tejatuh lagi
Membuatku merasakan yang tlah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri

Repeat chorus

this is what i'm feeling again and again

your words are not sweet, they are deceiving
your actions are charming, yet its confusing
and i'm a fool in letting myself believing
when i can foresee what will happen

i have no idea why
i've been thru this before
some of the words you say
they are not sweet
but they are deceiving
believe me or not
i've heard it a lot of times
but because i want to give us a chance
but i immediately regret
because you just remind me exactly like the rest of them.
although you are untouched.

and i'm sorry
i'm letting you all go
coz i dont want to associate myself with these people
i shall wait for the right time
i shall wait for the right person
for now
i'm mentally and physically exhausted with dating.

i shall stop once again, till i regain my own self back.

remorse is all i feel