Love yourself first before loving others. In that way, you will learn how to appreciate and respect yourself and others.
Being a happy go lucky person makes you and the surroundings exciting.
Being an emo idiot person makes you and the surroundings dull, losing the brightness of the other side.

In life, no matter how sad or depressed you are, how worried or how anxious you are, talk to people about it. Your love ones do care. They are willing to help. If you are keeping it quiet, let yourself drifted to the darkness, no one can save you, except for who you are. Help is everywhere, but its up to you to use it.

Of course, not happy go lucky person are always happy. They pretended to be happy when they are not. I know I am. For, sometimes I pretended to be happy because I hate ruining the whole atmosphere. I do talk to certain people whom I know will be able to comfort me and advise me. I do not hide from them.

But now, I totally hate myself.
Hate myself for failing to control my own body and thoughts!

I hate that I cant stop eating chocolates
I hate that I have a BIG APPETITE
I hate that I am a FOOD LOVER
I hate that I feel motivated at first, but when the time to come for exercise, I feel so demotivated!
I hate that I have to wear big clothes to hide my BABATS!
and I hate the fact that because of all these, I AM SUCH AND UGLY FAT HIPPO!

I wanted to lose weight so much, but I LOVE FOOD. MY STUPID MOUTH JUST CANT STOP MUNCHING!

Someone who cares for you will know that something is wrong and they will initiate the question to you "Is something wrong?" or "Are you Ok?".

Some of us might not want to answer, because it just brings more misery if you reply because you have to think about it again. However, this people will still try to reply, "Oh I'm fine. Thanks! =)" with a smile at the end of the sentence. At least they know that someone still cares for them and they does not want that person to worry about them. That does not really bother me.

What bothers me the most, no, what FRUST me the most is people who reply, "I'm ok" or "OK". I know you do not want to bother people. But deos it ever crossed your mind how that person who cares for you will feel when they get the reply "I'm Ok" or "OK". Do not expect people to know or understand how you feel, because we are not GOD.

On the 12th June, we watched Karate Kid at Great World City and have a dinner at Seoul Garden, Taka. That day was one of the best day, ever. Everything was like magical. Hahhhahha!!..ohkay melampau.

Karate Kid is quite a nice movie to watch. Fight for respect and not for the kill. Great World City itself is huge and looks expensive. Then, went off to eat Seoul Garden at Taka.

At 4.00 on a Sunday afternoon, I was rotting at home, unfreshed, watching movies after movies, until Khad msn me, asking me for movie marathon. Immediately, I agree, find the nearest cinema, LOT 1 @ CCK and watch

Lolx. It was totally random. I havent yet bathe. I was rotting. But I gets excited when Khad suggests to watch sex and the city 2. And we watch it at LOT 1. It was worth it. I like when I have friends staying nearby. So anytime when we are free, MEET UP!.

Sex and the city 2 is not what I expected. Its rather dull to watch it. Nothing interesting, except for several scenes, where they had cool place to live in, cool place for a holiday! and cool and hot outfits. It is kind of weird to watch them wearing high heels and branded clothes to a dessert. Its quite easy to forget the story, but it is hard to forget where they went. Morocco. A nice, cool place to go!. Sadly, it is not to what I expected. I shall give it a 3 out of 5.

Hmm...prince of persia is not a bad story to watch. I do love that gorgeous body of his. The actions are cool and the story is quite unique. However, I find something is missing. This movie is based on a game. They wanted this special weapon, where the person holding this weapon can see the future and he or she can try to stop it. I give it a 3 out of 5 rate.

Alhamdulilah, everything seems fine.

I was accepted to SIT Digipen Technology, B.Sc In Games Design. It will take me 2 years to complete. I pray to you, Allah, that you will keep guiding me whenever I keep taking the wrong turns. Getting a Degree is what I want. But getting a degree of my choice is what I desired the most, before I settled down.

Secondly, this is an old news, I met someone special in my life. He changed me for the better. Although, I still do like Hot and Muscular Guys, but that was just a fantasy, a lust that I knew it wont last. You showered me with loved, you never failed to make me smile and laugh, you observe my behavior and understands them, you were there by my side when I need you the most and most importantly you are you. Of course, I will never put you or my close friends below each other on my priority lists. Because I need both of you to keep me moving. =)

Well, but now I'm in a tight budget. That's the downside of my life. But on the brightside, I still do have my savings. And I no longer treat myself to luxury. For example; taking a taxi!.

See, no matter how sad or depressed you are, always look on the brightside, because that will helps you keep moving forward. =)

Love yourself first before loving others. In that way, you will learn how to appreciate and respect yourself and others.
Being a happy go lucky person makes you and the surroundings exciting.
Being an emo idiot person makes you and the surroundings dull, losing the brightness of the other side.

In life, no matter how sad or depressed you are, how worried or how anxious you are, talk to people about it. Your love ones do care. They are willing to help. If you are keeping it quiet, let yourself drifted to the darkness, no one can save you, except for who you are. Help is everywhere, but its up to you to use it.

Of course, not happy go lucky person are always happy. They pretended to be happy when they are not. I know I am. For, sometimes I pretended to be happy because I hate ruining the whole atmosphere. I do talk to certain people whom I know will be able to comfort me and advise me. I do not hide from them.

But now, I totally hate myself.
Hate myself for failing to control my own body and thoughts!

I hate that I cant stop eating chocolates
I hate that I have a BIG APPETITE
I hate that I am a FOOD LOVER
I hate that I feel motivated at first, but when the time to come for exercise, I feel so demotivated!
I hate that I have to wear big clothes to hide my BABATS!
and I hate the fact that because of all these, I AM SUCH AND UGLY FAT HIPPO!

I wanted to lose weight so much, but I LOVE FOOD. MY STUPID MOUTH JUST CANT STOP MUNCHING!

Someone who cares for you will know that something is wrong and they will initiate the question to you "Is something wrong?" or "Are you Ok?".

Some of us might not want to answer, because it just brings more misery if you reply because you have to think about it again. However, this people will still try to reply, "Oh I'm fine. Thanks! =)" with a smile at the end of the sentence. At least they know that someone still cares for them and they does not want that person to worry about them. That does not really bother me.

What bothers me the most, no, what FRUST me the most is people who reply, "I'm ok" or "OK". I know you do not want to bother people. But deos it ever crossed your mind how that person who cares for you will feel when they get the reply "I'm Ok" or "OK". Do not expect people to know or understand how you feel, because we are not GOD.

On the 12th June, we watched Karate Kid at Great World City and have a dinner at Seoul Garden, Taka. That day was one of the best day, ever. Everything was like magical. Hahhhahha!!..ohkay melampau.

Karate Kid is quite a nice movie to watch. Fight for respect and not for the kill. Great World City itself is huge and looks expensive. Then, went off to eat Seoul Garden at Taka.

At 4.00 on a Sunday afternoon, I was rotting at home, unfreshed, watching movies after movies, until Khad msn me, asking me for movie marathon. Immediately, I agree, find the nearest cinema, LOT 1 @ CCK and watch

Lolx. It was totally random. I havent yet bathe. I was rotting. But I gets excited when Khad suggests to watch sex and the city 2. And we watch it at LOT 1. It was worth it. I like when I have friends staying nearby. So anytime when we are free, MEET UP!.

Sex and the city 2 is not what I expected. Its rather dull to watch it. Nothing interesting, except for several scenes, where they had cool place to live in, cool place for a holiday! and cool and hot outfits. It is kind of weird to watch them wearing high heels and branded clothes to a dessert. Its quite easy to forget the story, but it is hard to forget where they went. Morocco. A nice, cool place to go!. Sadly, it is not to what I expected. I shall give it a 3 out of 5.

Hmm...prince of persia is not a bad story to watch. I do love that gorgeous body of his. The actions are cool and the story is quite unique. However, I find something is missing. This movie is based on a game. They wanted this special weapon, where the person holding this weapon can see the future and he or she can try to stop it. I give it a 3 out of 5 rate.

Alhamdulilah, everything seems fine.

I was accepted to SIT Digipen Technology, B.Sc In Games Design. It will take me 2 years to complete. I pray to you, Allah, that you will keep guiding me whenever I keep taking the wrong turns. Getting a Degree is what I want. But getting a degree of my choice is what I desired the most, before I settled down.

Secondly, this is an old news, I met someone special in my life. He changed me for the better. Although, I still do like Hot and Muscular Guys, but that was just a fantasy, a lust that I knew it wont last. You showered me with loved, you never failed to make me smile and laugh, you observe my behavior and understands them, you were there by my side when I need you the most and most importantly you are you. Of course, I will never put you or my close friends below each other on my priority lists. Because I need both of you to keep me moving. =)

Well, but now I'm in a tight budget. That's the downside of my life. But on the brightside, I still do have my savings. And I no longer treat myself to luxury. For example; taking a taxi!.

See, no matter how sad or depressed you are, always look on the brightside, because that will helps you keep moving forward. =)