I met up with this guy, whom my IDIOTIC Friends called him "Crazy Frog". He's around my age and he look like a Crazy Frog without the helmet. Met him at Tagged. He was a nice guy in general. He really took care of me. Sadly, he wants to be in relationship so badly. As for me, I feel quite sad for him. Honestly, he is a nice guy, but somehow, I was not attracted to him at all. I cant accept him simply because I felt pity for him. That's not right. After I told him that I cannot accept him, he then ignored me. Sometimes I feel guilty, but sometimes I just feel unbothered. Firstly, he lied, even though he is nice towards me. Secondly, he is soo "traditional". Thirdly, I was not attracted to him.

Then, I met up with a 34 year old guy. Yes, shocking news and dumb. I have to admit. However, he was the first guy and person to ever talk to me on the phone for more than an hour. Opps. I am attracted to the way he speak. Its not his sexy voice, its his maturity and the random topics that come out which we can talk about, discuss and argue. I like this type of guys where you talk about random stuff and not the same stuff all over again.
For example: "U DA MAKAN?" Direct translation "U Eaten already?".
I dont mind if its every day. NOT twice or thrice in a DAY. That was what happen to my first date. Sidetracked again.
We met at Westmall and I'm not going to go on details about what we did there. But this time, he pissed me off, by not being able to keep his hands to himself. Yes. I told him to respect me, but he still cant stop it. I did not even want to talk to him. I am so disappointed as I love talking to him, but meeting him is a no-no. Eventually, we did not contact.

I contact three guys via SMS, but we have not meet. THANK GOD!
Eventually, only one was still in my contact.
Two of whom is a sex-talk-but-denied-wanting-sex guy. They love talking about sex. Being me, I ignored. Sometimes, I dont. =)
Anyway, one of them immediately wants to be my GF, after replying msges. WHAT THE FUCK. Havent even met yet. I asked him, what is Relationship to him. He replied saying that "relationship is the love develop between opposite gender which does not mean having to involve in sex." Yeah, right. All this while, he's been talking to me about sex. NEXT!
Apparently, another sex-talk-but-denied-wanting-sex guy is the one I'm still contacted with, somehow, he have other good topic to discuss about. No, I havent met him yet.
The third one was another 30 year old man. In which, I decided to rule out after my incident with the 34 year old man. He keeps calling, I keep rejecting. Thank God, I havent met him.

So, after all this, I'm sick and tired of tagged and myspace. Nice as they seem, they are weirdos. I am not going to classify myself as the weirdos. However, with all these experiences, I gained some knowledge. Sometimes, you just have to be aware and be firm. Yes, men wants to have sex. But we, women can stop them, by being extra firm and careful. Even if you want to have fun, try to put a limit to the fun.

But, I gain some reward after all this incidents.
Yes, I've met two guys who are cool, fun and friendly. One local and the other myanmar! =)
And, I'm still in contact with two guys I met at tagged, via SMS and MSN. However, chop-confirm they are not my HUSBAND OR BOYFRIEND material. =)

Cheers!

First of all, let me explain to you, why the sudden close down.

After reading through my post, I realise there are quite a lot of anger, sadness and betrayal in almost all of my recent post.

Maybe the reason is, I finally see the real world infront of me. As I stepped out from my comfortable zone, I realise everyday is a challenging day. Working and schooling is a totally different thing. Though, I prefer schooling, I realise that I could not always depend on schooling as we grow older. Thus, with an open mind, I began to accept that I'm in the working world, where sometimes somethings just do not go on your own way and you just have to accept it.

Dont get me wrong, I love what I'm doing now, but I feel that there's more to it than this. That it is what I'm still searching for. I am thankful that I have a wonderful and fun colleagues. I am thankful that my working environment is good. No complaints here.

One of the reason why I am unable to update is work. After school period ends, I have to continue with the paper work and taking care of the labs. At night, at home, I am not even bothered to switch on my lappy.

As for my personal life, alhamudulilah, I am more closer to my family. Although, sometimes I just do not know how to talk about boys whom I dated with my mother. I rather talk to my friends and my cuzzins. No matter what, I still love them very much. All the fights I had with them, make me appreciate them more. Now, we are trying as hard as we can to avoid fighting. They have been there for me. I always put my family first.

As for the most interesting topic, about boys and dates. Well, currently, I enjoyed talking to 3 guys. One of whom is already my friend. The other one is I pictured going to be the one who I will message everyday. The last one will be the one whom I love to go out with. Even with all these going out on a date, occupying my mind. Yes, I still have heart for Bashir, if you have forgotten who's he, well he's someone whom I fell for, HARD. I will update you next!.

So currently, I'm dating, I'm working as IT Trainer in school, I've still yet to think what to teach, I can't wait to meet my friends and I can't wait for holidays! =)

Before I am off to watch Liverpool, I want to say thanks to my family, friends, colleagues and dates. Without you people, my life wont be like a drama. =)

Cheers!

I'm Back and Kicking...
Well, anyway.
Welcome to my new blog. =)
This is blog is heavily based on MY VIEWS, OPINIONS, THOUGHTS.
I welcomed all different views, opinions and thoughts, but please respect them. Before I started my official blogging on Sunday, 25th July, 2009, I wanted to apologize beforehand if my post might hurt some of you.

CHEERS!

I met up with this guy, whom my IDIOTIC Friends called him "Crazy Frog". He's around my age and he look like a Crazy Frog without the helmet. Met him at Tagged. He was a nice guy in general. He really took care of me. Sadly, he wants to be in relationship so badly. As for me, I feel quite sad for him. Honestly, he is a nice guy, but somehow, I was not attracted to him at all. I cant accept him simply because I felt pity for him. That's not right. After I told him that I cannot accept him, he then ignored me. Sometimes I feel guilty, but sometimes I just feel unbothered. Firstly, he lied, even though he is nice towards me. Secondly, he is soo "traditional". Thirdly, I was not attracted to him.

Then, I met up with a 34 year old guy. Yes, shocking news and dumb. I have to admit. However, he was the first guy and person to ever talk to me on the phone for more than an hour. Opps. I am attracted to the way he speak. Its not his sexy voice, its his maturity and the random topics that come out which we can talk about, discuss and argue. I like this type of guys where you talk about random stuff and not the same stuff all over again.
For example: "U DA MAKAN?" Direct translation "U Eaten already?".
I dont mind if its every day. NOT twice or thrice in a DAY. That was what happen to my first date. Sidetracked again.
We met at Westmall and I'm not going to go on details about what we did there. But this time, he pissed me off, by not being able to keep his hands to himself. Yes. I told him to respect me, but he still cant stop it. I did not even want to talk to him. I am so disappointed as I love talking to him, but meeting him is a no-no. Eventually, we did not contact.

I contact three guys via SMS, but we have not meet. THANK GOD!
Eventually, only one was still in my contact.
Two of whom is a sex-talk-but-denied-wanting-sex guy. They love talking about sex. Being me, I ignored. Sometimes, I dont. =)
Anyway, one of them immediately wants to be my GF, after replying msges. WHAT THE FUCK. Havent even met yet. I asked him, what is Relationship to him. He replied saying that "relationship is the love develop between opposite gender which does not mean having to involve in sex." Yeah, right. All this while, he's been talking to me about sex. NEXT!
Apparently, another sex-talk-but-denied-wanting-sex guy is the one I'm still contacted with, somehow, he have other good topic to discuss about. No, I havent met him yet.
The third one was another 30 year old man. In which, I decided to rule out after my incident with the 34 year old man. He keeps calling, I keep rejecting. Thank God, I havent met him.

So, after all this, I'm sick and tired of tagged and myspace. Nice as they seem, they are weirdos. I am not going to classify myself as the weirdos. However, with all these experiences, I gained some knowledge. Sometimes, you just have to be aware and be firm. Yes, men wants to have sex. But we, women can stop them, by being extra firm and careful. Even if you want to have fun, try to put a limit to the fun.

But, I gain some reward after all this incidents.
Yes, I've met two guys who are cool, fun and friendly. One local and the other myanmar! =)
And, I'm still in contact with two guys I met at tagged, via SMS and MSN. However, chop-confirm they are not my HUSBAND OR BOYFRIEND material. =)

Cheers!

First of all, let me explain to you, why the sudden close down.

After reading through my post, I realise there are quite a lot of anger, sadness and betrayal in almost all of my recent post.

Maybe the reason is, I finally see the real world infront of me. As I stepped out from my comfortable zone, I realise everyday is a challenging day. Working and schooling is a totally different thing. Though, I prefer schooling, I realise that I could not always depend on schooling as we grow older. Thus, with an open mind, I began to accept that I'm in the working world, where sometimes somethings just do not go on your own way and you just have to accept it.

Dont get me wrong, I love what I'm doing now, but I feel that there's more to it than this. That it is what I'm still searching for. I am thankful that I have a wonderful and fun colleagues. I am thankful that my working environment is good. No complaints here.

One of the reason why I am unable to update is work. After school period ends, I have to continue with the paper work and taking care of the labs. At night, at home, I am not even bothered to switch on my lappy.

As for my personal life, alhamudulilah, I am more closer to my family. Although, sometimes I just do not know how to talk about boys whom I dated with my mother. I rather talk to my friends and my cuzzins. No matter what, I still love them very much. All the fights I had with them, make me appreciate them more. Now, we are trying as hard as we can to avoid fighting. They have been there for me. I always put my family first.

As for the most interesting topic, about boys and dates. Well, currently, I enjoyed talking to 3 guys. One of whom is already my friend. The other one is I pictured going to be the one who I will message everyday. The last one will be the one whom I love to go out with. Even with all these going out on a date, occupying my mind. Yes, I still have heart for Bashir, if you have forgotten who's he, well he's someone whom I fell for, HARD. I will update you next!.

So currently, I'm dating, I'm working as IT Trainer in school, I've still yet to think what to teach, I can't wait to meet my friends and I can't wait for holidays! =)

Before I am off to watch Liverpool, I want to say thanks to my family, friends, colleagues and dates. Without you people, my life wont be like a drama. =)

Cheers!

I'm Back and Kicking...
Well, anyway.
Welcome to my new blog. =)
This is blog is heavily based on MY VIEWS, OPINIONS, THOUGHTS.
I welcomed all different views, opinions and thoughts, but please respect them. Before I started my official blogging on Sunday, 25th July, 2009, I wanted to apologize beforehand if my post might hurt some of you.

CHEERS!