Say those words to me to make me believe that those words still exist.
Say those words to me to make me believe that you are the one.
Say those words to me to let me know you are thinking about me.
Say those words to me to let me trust you.
Say those words to me to stop my tears from falling.
Say those words to me to stop me drowning from my sorrows.
Say those words to me so that I believe I was born to be with you and to be your soulmate.
But do not say these words to me to make me fall into an empty pit and hurting myself over and over again. I'm a woman who knows only about love, even if its a lie. Even when I'm smiling, i'm still crying. Everyday, my hatred builds inside me. I can't stop screaming because I want to let it go, yet I'm afraid to do so.
Tell me what to do. Show me what to do. Do not leave me hanging like a hanger waiting to be hang. Stop me from turning my back on you. Hold me close like you did before. For you'll never know when I'll go and never come back.
My Views, Opinions, Thoughts @ 11:30 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2010
I love this song.
Kim Ji Young - 여자는그래요 (A woman like that) All About Marriage OST
I shed tears even if I smile, I'm alone and feeling lonely I can't love anybody and I live everyday Yesterday I cried a lot, today I can't breathe Tomorrow, it would not be hurt rather than now My makeup increasingly gets thicker I often change my hairstyle I'm afraid these poor memories come Erase my appearance I knew before
Yes, I'm a woman who knows only about love Even if it's lie, I would want to believe in it The happy times we were together It hurts, though it hurts, I loved the traces I can't throw away Yes, I'm a woman like a fool, love is all therefore I'd want to get it more than anything From me, you who went away I hate, though I hate you, come back , I can't forget and This woman is waiting
Pretend to be busy even if there's nothing to do Deliberately live like that in the crowd I'm afraid these broken memories wake up I spend another day crazily again
Yes, I'm a woman who knows only about love Even if it's lie, I would want to believe in it The happy times we were together It hurts, though it hurts, I loved the traces I can't throw away Yes, I'm a woman like a fool, love is all therefore I'd want to get it more than anything From me, you who went away I hate, though I hate you, come back , I can't forget and This woman is waiting
My Views, Opinions, Thoughts @ 11:15 PM
Monday, November 15, 2010
Happy 25th Birthday Love!.
I hope you had a great time yesterday. I'm sorry for I have no money to bring you to any fancy restaurant to have a romantic dinner or buy you a fancy gift. I hope you like the cookie cake though, a small present, but sadly that was never get tasted!. =( Still, we can buy them again. =)
Well, honestly, I'm sad, for that cookie cake was special to me and I wanted only you to have it and eat it. But, on the bright side, thankfully we've took the pictures of the cake.
But, I'm thankful for having you. You've taught me how to love someone of the opposite sex. You show me your care. You pampered me with everything. However, the greatest thing about you is that you never fail to make me fall in love with you over and over again. That was why you are special in my heart. =)
My Views, Opinions, Thoughts @ 8:06 PM
Saturday, November 6, 2010
I watch Krakatua documentary earlier on. It was a grief-stricken moment. People were dying. People were washed away by the huge tsunami. People were burnt to death by the volcanic ashes.
Imagine, you and your family were there, not knowing that death was just beside you. You were having fun, playing with your family, teasing your friends, when suddenly you heard a loud explosion and you saw a thick dark grey smoke coming out from the mountain, not knowing what it was.
Within a second, darkness surround you. People were running frantically. The mountain keep on producing huge amount of thick dark grey smoke. It was a total chaos. Then, a loud roar. It sounds like a wave charging like an angry lion. A tsunami of height 4 meters came crashing down and wiping away all those that hinders its way. But how far can you go?. Either you tied yourself to a rope or go to a building made of bricks to the second floor. But, in the 1880s, there were no building made of bricks.
Even if you survive, how are you going to survive? Food were scarce. The crops that the villagers grew were destroyed, water was either limited or contaminated. Smoke fill your lungs more than oxygen. You might find yourself alone.
When you thought all was clear, suddenly people were screaming to take shelter. In a few seconds, a wave of ashes were charging and destroying the crops, trees, houses and even burning the people. Those, who were unable to seek shelter died instantly and those who were in the shelter came out with a second or first degree burnt on their bodies.
It was an eerie silent. Everyone was walking like a zombie, finding their love ones, moving on to find somewhere safe. Imagine, these are what the victims of natural disaster have to go through? Its a disaster where we human are unable to stop it and avoid them.
Whereas in other parts of the country, wars are going on, where people can actually avoid them and stop them. Its human doing that devastated civilisation. In the end the people are the one who suffered, not the government nor the politicians. A simple example will be war in Iraq. Look at what was destroyed.
There are other parts of the country, where people are enjoying, partying, living in luxury and yet complaining that they are still lacking of good food, good entertainment, etc.
It was terrible for Indonesian people. They fear for their own life and their family life. Danger lurks behind them. Anytime, they will meet with death. Because, Indonesia was part of the ring of fire.
So lets all pray for the people. For those whose lives were lost, for their families and their well-being. I thank Allah, for I lived in Singapore and keep us safe.
My Views, Opinions, Thoughts @ 1:47 PM
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
I guess what they say is true. Treasure the people you love and lower down your expectations!
P.S: Before you read the story below, please know that this is what I observe and I'm just generalizing.
The first few months of your life with your BF or GF is like you are in a heaven. You glow with happiness. You can't stop ranting how much you love him/her. You put it in their Facebook wall, your blog, your website, saying that you love them, that you miss them, that you want to be with them for eternity, that they are the best thing that ever happen in your life.
You started to "steal" their "alone" pictures, put it on your Facebook Display Picture, edit them such that your "alone" pictures are side by side to theirs, with the caption, "i hearts you". You keep it in your handphone as a screen saver or wallpaper, you keep it in your wallet, you scribble his name all over your textbooks and your notebook. You even fantasized about having children with their names which consists of a mixture of your name and their name.
You started to talk about sharing things, like having a sharing account, sharing handphone bills, etc. You started to talk about marriage. You started to look for apartment.
Your handphone bills increased because everyday you talk on the phone, laugh together, message each other "Good Morning baby, Good Afternoon dear, Good Night sayang, have you eaten already?. haven't eaten yet?..waiting for me to come back to feed you right, baby?"
Amazingly, you started to go out more often. You are good and nice to everyone. You don't sulk. You don't grumble. You are not depressed. You started to wear nice clothes, put on a make-up for girls. Boys will pay for everything their girl wants, the food, the clothes, somehow he is quite rich to afford almost everything. And not surprisingly, sadly of course, some totally forgot that they have friends.
Sadly, that only lasts for a few months, but after several meet ups, several messages on any media that is available, you will realise that it gets lesser and lesser until you find there is no such messages left on facebook, handphone. You are the one who have to start the messaging, then that person will reply. Suddenly, you are almost like their friends. Its just that its status difference. Meet only twice a week, why? Boy no money, boy under budget, both are tired and both does not want to be too attached to each other. They suddenly thought of their friends. Argument and fights occur. Mistrusting each other, started to find for trouble, having an affair and when caught, claiming that its the friends, keeping secrets from each other and not being honest. That's when sometimes marriage and relationships fall apart because of this.
The love was showered too much in the first stage. Hence, the expectations of couples are much higher. They want to keep the standard of showing love up to that stage, but if everyday you get the same message, the same thing, the same stuff, whose not bored right?. Once when that person suddenly stop doing what they always do, people get disappointed. That's when it will fall, unless both of you are doing something to make it alive and wonderful.
So my friends, no matter how much you love that person, never ignore your friends that have surround you for years. You have to be thankful if they are still around. Always keep your expectations low. Be honest to each other. Like what they say, expectations breeds disappointment. Honeymoon period can turn into a disaster period, if you are not careful.
My Views, Opinions, Thoughts @ 8:29 PM
Biography
Name: Wardha
Nick: Adha
Loves: Liverpool, Media, Harry Potter, Bumblebee
Hates: Micheal Owen
Email: adha_anfield@hotmail.com
Working at CHIJ ST Theresa's Convent as IT Trainer. Graduated from Republic Polytecnic in 2009 with Diploma In Information Technology Specialize in Multimedia. A former Teck Whyean (2001-2005) and Jin Taian (1995-2000).
This blog is fully based on opinions. Forgive me if any of my words hurt you.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Say those words to me everyday.
Say those words to me with sincere.
Say those words to me meaningfully.
Say those words to me to make me believe that those words still exist.
Say those words to me to make me believe that you are the one.
Say those words to me to let me know you are thinking about me.
Say those words to me to let me trust you.
Say those words to me to stop my tears from falling.
Say those words to me to stop me drowning from my sorrows.
Say those words to me so that I believe I was born to be with you and to be your soulmate.
But do not say these words to me to make me fall into an empty pit and hurting myself over and over again. I'm a woman who knows only about love, even if its a lie. Even when I'm smiling, i'm still crying. Everyday, my hatred builds inside me. I can't stop screaming because I want to let it go, yet I'm afraid to do so.
Tell me what to do. Show me what to do. Do not leave me hanging like a hanger waiting to be hang. Stop me from turning my back on you. Hold me close like you did before. For you'll never know when I'll go and never come back.
My Views, Opinions, Thoughts @ 11:30 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2010
I love this song.
Kim Ji Young - 여자는그래요 (A woman like that) All About Marriage OST
I shed tears even if I smile, I'm alone and feeling lonely I can't love anybody and I live everyday Yesterday I cried a lot, today I can't breathe Tomorrow, it would not be hurt rather than now My makeup increasingly gets thicker I often change my hairstyle I'm afraid these poor memories come Erase my appearance I knew before
Yes, I'm a woman who knows only about love Even if it's lie, I would want to believe in it The happy times we were together It hurts, though it hurts, I loved the traces I can't throw away Yes, I'm a woman like a fool, love is all therefore I'd want to get it more than anything From me, you who went away I hate, though I hate you, come back , I can't forget and This woman is waiting
Pretend to be busy even if there's nothing to do Deliberately live like that in the crowd I'm afraid these broken memories wake up I spend another day crazily again
Yes, I'm a woman who knows only about love Even if it's lie, I would want to believe in it The happy times we were together It hurts, though it hurts, I loved the traces I can't throw away Yes, I'm a woman like a fool, love is all therefore I'd want to get it more than anything From me, you who went away I hate, though I hate you, come back , I can't forget and This woman is waiting
My Views, Opinions, Thoughts @ 11:15 PM
Monday, November 15, 2010
Happy 25th Birthday Love!.
I hope you had a great time yesterday. I'm sorry for I have no money to bring you to any fancy restaurant to have a romantic dinner or buy you a fancy gift. I hope you like the cookie cake though, a small present, but sadly that was never get tasted!. =( Still, we can buy them again. =)
Well, honestly, I'm sad, for that cookie cake was special to me and I wanted only you to have it and eat it. But, on the bright side, thankfully we've took the pictures of the cake.
But, I'm thankful for having you. You've taught me how to love someone of the opposite sex. You show me your care. You pampered me with everything. However, the greatest thing about you is that you never fail to make me fall in love with you over and over again. That was why you are special in my heart. =)
My Views, Opinions, Thoughts @ 8:06 PM
Saturday, November 6, 2010
I watch Krakatua documentary earlier on. It was a grief-stricken moment. People were dying. People were washed away by the huge tsunami. People were burnt to death by the volcanic ashes.
Imagine, you and your family were there, not knowing that death was just beside you. You were having fun, playing with your family, teasing your friends, when suddenly you heard a loud explosion and you saw a thick dark grey smoke coming out from the mountain, not knowing what it was.
Within a second, darkness surround you. People were running frantically. The mountain keep on producing huge amount of thick dark grey smoke. It was a total chaos. Then, a loud roar. It sounds like a wave charging like an angry lion. A tsunami of height 4 meters came crashing down and wiping away all those that hinders its way. But how far can you go?. Either you tied yourself to a rope or go to a building made of bricks to the second floor. But, in the 1880s, there were no building made of bricks.
Even if you survive, how are you going to survive? Food were scarce. The crops that the villagers grew were destroyed, water was either limited or contaminated. Smoke fill your lungs more than oxygen. You might find yourself alone.
When you thought all was clear, suddenly people were screaming to take shelter. In a few seconds, a wave of ashes were charging and destroying the crops, trees, houses and even burning the people. Those, who were unable to seek shelter died instantly and those who were in the shelter came out with a second or first degree burnt on their bodies.
It was an eerie silent. Everyone was walking like a zombie, finding their love ones, moving on to find somewhere safe. Imagine, these are what the victims of natural disaster have to go through? Its a disaster where we human are unable to stop it and avoid them.
Whereas in other parts of the country, wars are going on, where people can actually avoid them and stop them. Its human doing that devastated civilisation. In the end the people are the one who suffered, not the government nor the politicians. A simple example will be war in Iraq. Look at what was destroyed.
There are other parts of the country, where people are enjoying, partying, living in luxury and yet complaining that they are still lacking of good food, good entertainment, etc.
It was terrible for Indonesian people. They fear for their own life and their family life. Danger lurks behind them. Anytime, they will meet with death. Because, Indonesia was part of the ring of fire.
So lets all pray for the people. For those whose lives were lost, for their families and their well-being. I thank Allah, for I lived in Singapore and keep us safe.
My Views, Opinions, Thoughts @ 1:47 PM
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
I guess what they say is true. Treasure the people you love and lower down your expectations!
P.S: Before you read the story below, please know that this is what I observe and I'm just generalizing.
The first few months of your life with your BF or GF is like you are in a heaven. You glow with happiness. You can't stop ranting how much you love him/her. You put it in their Facebook wall, your blog, your website, saying that you love them, that you miss them, that you want to be with them for eternity, that they are the best thing that ever happen in your life.
You started to "steal" their "alone" pictures, put it on your Facebook Display Picture, edit them such that your "alone" pictures are side by side to theirs, with the caption, "i hearts you". You keep it in your handphone as a screen saver or wallpaper, you keep it in your wallet, you scribble his name all over your textbooks and your notebook. You even fantasized about having children with their names which consists of a mixture of your name and their name.
You started to talk about sharing things, like having a sharing account, sharing handphone bills, etc. You started to talk about marriage. You started to look for apartment.
Your handphone bills increased because everyday you talk on the phone, laugh together, message each other "Good Morning baby, Good Afternoon dear, Good Night sayang, have you eaten already?. haven't eaten yet?..waiting for me to come back to feed you right, baby?"
Amazingly, you started to go out more often. You are good and nice to everyone. You don't sulk. You don't grumble. You are not depressed. You started to wear nice clothes, put on a make-up for girls. Boys will pay for everything their girl wants, the food, the clothes, somehow he is quite rich to afford almost everything. And not surprisingly, sadly of course, some totally forgot that they have friends.
Sadly, that only lasts for a few months, but after several meet ups, several messages on any media that is available, you will realise that it gets lesser and lesser until you find there is no such messages left on facebook, handphone. You are the one who have to start the messaging, then that person will reply. Suddenly, you are almost like their friends. Its just that its status difference. Meet only twice a week, why? Boy no money, boy under budget, both are tired and both does not want to be too attached to each other. They suddenly thought of their friends. Argument and fights occur. Mistrusting each other, started to find for trouble, having an affair and when caught, claiming that its the friends, keeping secrets from each other and not being honest. That's when sometimes marriage and relationships fall apart because of this.
The love was showered too much in the first stage. Hence, the expectations of couples are much higher. They want to keep the standard of showing love up to that stage, but if everyday you get the same message, the same thing, the same stuff, whose not bored right?. Once when that person suddenly stop doing what they always do, people get disappointed. That's when it will fall, unless both of you are doing something to make it alive and wonderful.
So my friends, no matter how much you love that person, never ignore your friends that have surround you for years. You have to be thankful if they are still around. Always keep your expectations low. Be honest to each other. Like what they say, expectations breeds disappointment. Honeymoon period can turn into a disaster period, if you are not careful.