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Sunday, March 21, 2010

Taken from my dear cousin, Farah.

"Dear Cousin,

I want you to know that no matter what happens, good or bad, I will be here for you always. Anything that is bothering you - anything at all, my dear, I am only a text/ call away. And no matter what you tell me... If you feel that you have done wrong, don't be ashamed or embarrassed when you are with me, for I do not judge you by your mistakes or flaws. We are, human after all, and no one is perfect. You will always be my dearest cousin and nothing will ever change that.

The last thing I want is my bubbly, cheery cousin to drown under all that sorrow and tears for guys who are not even worth your time, what more your feelings. There is a quote, I can't remember it well but it goes something like "No man is worth your tears and the one who is won't make you cry." Cliché as it may sound, I believe somewhere out there, my dear cousin, is a man waiting to live your dream and will shower you with all the love and happiness that you deserve, sincerely from the bottom of his heart.

Finding true love is not easy. Never meant to, never will be. There are a few motherfuckers who think with their dicks instead of their brains (if they have any at all) that we are bound to meet, but save yourself the tears. Perhaps where you are meeting them is just not the right place? And don't you worry my dear, doesn't mean you are alone now you will be alone forever. You... We! (Hehe) are still young. Make the best out of this time to be the best that you can be. I sometimes joke to my students the reason why I am single is because I want to be at my best so that the best will come to me. And then I'll give them that I-don't-need-a-man face. Haha. Let's work hard together, attain a stable career, earn a lot of money, achieve that ideal figure... So many things to do! And what do you know, on a Saturday while you're on the way to your manicure appointment or your spa session, the love of your life taps you on the shoulder.

So they say love lurks when least expected. Maybe what has been happening is a sign you should take a step back and let nature run its course. But of course, when fate lets you meet a man worthy (and I bet my last ounce of fat on my thigh this man is waaaaaaay better than all the guys you have met put together), go for him. But do so because he is worthy of you, and not merely because you are looking for love.

I want you to love yourself more than anything else. Please don't let yourself be susceptible to this kind of hurt, and surrender your heart to guys who will not think twice about crushing it. You know you are worth so much more. With that, I pray for your strength to overcome this rough period and may the happiness and positivity that you exude never fade away. Anytime you need me, text me and we'll talk over ban mian. I love you, okay, never forget that :)

Love, Farah"

Thanks Farah. I know you will eventually find out. I cried when I read this. It really means so much to me. I'm selfish as I want more love. But you, you had been there for me through good times and bad times. I do not know how to thank you. I'm glad you are my cousin, cuz. Thank You and I Love You. =)

Thanks to Khad, Uni and Shahrin for truly be there for me. It feels great to have listening ears. But I promise not to whine about it again!.

I thanked god for creating these people whom I can call safely my friends. For being there for me when I needed you the most. =)

I love you. Now, I'm cheered up!. Who the bloody hell needs that dickhead. He got no balls to face me and what he had done. He should cut his average dick!.


My Views, Opinions, Thoughts @ 5:34 PM


Monday, March 15, 2010

I think i might ended up alone. If the ones u loved n wanna spent time for ever ends with a msg saying there's a problem n they nvr msg u or reply ur msges. Then, that means they dont love u. They are just using u. I have 3 incident. They will say they missed u. They will say they love u. Once u fall for them, they started not msging u, making u feel miserable n lonely. These kind of people have jus make my life difficult. Coz now i dont trust anyone. Thats sad.


My Views, Opinions, Thoughts @ 12:33 AM


Sunday, March 14, 2010

i feel like giving someone a punch...
i'm soo irritated and frustrated!..
BLOODY HELL
and is bloody hell even a bad word to use to your gf or bf?
sorry, i cant help it, but he deserved it.

how i wish we are just like a normal loving duvey couples
who wouldnt start any arguments or fights..
if these is how relationship goes, then its gonna be a hell ride for me
maybe i should stop.

and no matter how busy you are.
if you really love that someone,
you will do something and not stay quiet.

one moment you were there,
the next moment you are not there...


My Views, Opinions, Thoughts @ 9:15 PM